February 3, 2020

Today I started out late. A lot of bad night terrors and so I tried to recover by catching more zz's this morning.  Thank God I survived.

The business =

Lularoe - FB updated.  The main account has been updated.  Website seems to be still pending some of my tweaks.

Book . No real activity here so far.  Revisions of Thoughts are underway but I"m not in a big hurry.  Oh, I realized that now we have a giveaway to do but that will still need funds as ordering author copies will take some funds and time.  The giveaway meme has been put out there.  The website I'm giving things away is not too stringent.  I've supposedly won a couple of giveaway books and need to see where that is - not too interested in getting them.  But the topics look interesting.

Updated the writing dot com with a first scene of a screenplay that Colin and I put together.  At the time it sounded funny as hell but I don't know what people will say when they read it.  Planned to sell it to some tv producer but that's not something I know much more about.  It's Colin's baby from the get go.

I surely need funds to pay some bills, including the tax bill and what marketing deal I had with my publisher, Xlibris.  I'm behind that now and have to pay a penalty.  I have a couple of traffic tickets to get paid and that will lift the driving ban on me from the BMV.  I need to also take a defensive driving course as a part of this driving ticket thing, I guess.

I'd like to have funds to continue the websites subscriptions if I can.  I do have free websites but there others I have to keep the subs going unless Colin says it's not needed.

The on dit is that Colin is now under a great deal of interest bec he's seemingly thinking of leaving England.  England is all upset and they think Colin is going to take away all his money and the tax of that will never be given to England.  Other problems about Colin leaving are causing him a great deal of headaches and he's not a happy man.  I've no idea when I will see him or if he ever will come to be with me.  We are having a relationship but it's a spiritual one.  I am in love with him and he says he is in love with me.

The quilting project is still something I'm approaching with some fear and anxiety. It is something I deal with when I'm facing something quite new and tantalizing.  The materials to make a small project are now with me.   But the house is such in a disarray and I cannot do anything to find much space to do this in unless I get very energetic and do some decluttering of the man cave and library and work space that we have in the former dining room area.  Once I get this accomplished it might be a good thing to fiddle with the sewing machine (it's new) to get to know it a bit.

Some people seem to like my additions to Etsy.  And it might be that I ought to be more eager to get to know the sewing machine.

My depressed thoughts are active and have made it hard for me to get the flesh moving, if you can relate this to what Jesus said at the Garden where he saw all his apostles sleeping while he agonized in the secluded part of the Garden.

I pray this will be something temporary and that I'll be able to get this sewing thing to happen.

I also know I have confidence in iusing the sewing machine.  It's just that I've to conquer this weird 'fear' thing about getting into sewing!  Perhaps the Ione girl in me isn't that excited or, she's just having more interest in the adolescent stuff.

Well, then the other thing to do is to buy more yarn unless I'm now morphing out of yarning and going into some other part of sewing and getting more into Lularoe business.  I am going to do what I can to keep this up.  I'm not going to give up easily this Lularoe is not that old in my work - only about 2 weeks or so.  I've a number of clothes in inventory.  My familiarity with the business side is only now being piqued.  I do not give up easily on a lot of things. Only when Colin tells me to leave it alone will I stop.  Now I'm wondering whether Colin's voice is going to be mimicked by those bastards and they'll tell me to stop. It's not going to happen.

MAF

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