27 March 2020
Today there was no work done.
I stayed in my room and most of the time I slept. I was not happy. I was tormented by bad thoughts. Of thoughts telling me to end it all. Of thoughts that made me ask Jesus to kill me and put me in another place so I can be happy. I wondered whether I can ever be happy. My life has been so full of lies from people who pretended to be my family but they aren't my family. I discovered this fully the day before and more today. I cannot stand the man I share a house and mortgage with. This man is a bastard and he is an impostor. he is really a very awful criminal in the annals of history. Yet he looks so very innocent and unimposing. He has been the one who has tormented and tortured me and my family (my Mom who died in 2011, and my dog Dukie). He hated both of them. He kept it secret.
He and his bastards whom he begat with his female siblings Carolina and Remedios are all thinking he's the greatest man in their lives. He sure has the ability to play the piano. He is such a con artist this guy can smile at you and give you a sob story about how his bank is making him sad. I'm the one that had to be unknowing about this all. I couldn't believe that this 'dad' of mine that I was given was a real murderer in history. Now he's here and he's threatening to finish me off so he can get his reward from this Oblate in power who is none other than that monarch who has been trying to keep me from having the life I am supposed to have had and the love that I was destined to have.
I'm unable to name any more names. But I am going to stand up to this man. My Guardian Angels are here with me.
So there is nothing to say about any of my businesses so far. I'm not interested in trying to make money from them because these bastards of this stepfather are eager to take possession of my body and then masquerade as me to these people in the internet posing as Mary Faderan or Lularoe Mary Ione or Mary Ione (in Mary Kay). They want to steal all my earnings. They can't stand that they still have no idea how my money keeps getting away from their grasp. It's all a mystery to them.
I have no other news to say. I hope those who are looking on can tell that this guy from Portugal who's watching my blog here is none other than the President of the USA George HW Bush. He is also one of those who are in the Oblate committee.
If I do'nt come back here you'll know that the Oblate might have taken some of my ability to post on it. But I do'nt intend to succumb to their sad making and tormenting thoughts.
I pray to God He will keep me in His Merciful Arms always.
I stayed in my room and most of the time I slept. I was not happy. I was tormented by bad thoughts. Of thoughts telling me to end it all. Of thoughts that made me ask Jesus to kill me and put me in another place so I can be happy. I wondered whether I can ever be happy. My life has been so full of lies from people who pretended to be my family but they aren't my family. I discovered this fully the day before and more today. I cannot stand the man I share a house and mortgage with. This man is a bastard and he is an impostor. he is really a very awful criminal in the annals of history. Yet he looks so very innocent and unimposing. He has been the one who has tormented and tortured me and my family (my Mom who died in 2011, and my dog Dukie). He hated both of them. He kept it secret.
He and his bastards whom he begat with his female siblings Carolina and Remedios are all thinking he's the greatest man in their lives. He sure has the ability to play the piano. He is such a con artist this guy can smile at you and give you a sob story about how his bank is making him sad. I'm the one that had to be unknowing about this all. I couldn't believe that this 'dad' of mine that I was given was a real murderer in history. Now he's here and he's threatening to finish me off so he can get his reward from this Oblate in power who is none other than that monarch who has been trying to keep me from having the life I am supposed to have had and the love that I was destined to have.
I'm unable to name any more names. But I am going to stand up to this man. My Guardian Angels are here with me.
So there is nothing to say about any of my businesses so far. I'm not interested in trying to make money from them because these bastards of this stepfather are eager to take possession of my body and then masquerade as me to these people in the internet posing as Mary Faderan or Lularoe Mary Ione or Mary Ione (in Mary Kay). They want to steal all my earnings. They can't stand that they still have no idea how my money keeps getting away from their grasp. It's all a mystery to them.
I have no other news to say. I hope those who are looking on can tell that this guy from Portugal who's watching my blog here is none other than the President of the USA George HW Bush. He is also one of those who are in the Oblate committee.
If I do'nt come back here you'll know that the Oblate might have taken some of my ability to post on it. But I do'nt intend to succumb to their sad making and tormenting thoughts.
I pray to God He will keep me in His Merciful Arms always.
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