11 April 202
Update:
1. writing is as usual. Sometimes it is all I can do to blog or email someone. A few tries to do some work have been made to fail. I feel blocked. I will do some more tries this weekend. I'm told that my father will be made to suffer if I wrote another thing on any book I'm working on. This from the ghost of my stepmother the evil sally faderan who is also Queen Elizabeth II. How's that English Treasury doing under that burden of trying to off me, Queenie?
2. LLR as usual. Some people look but don't buy. It's no biggie. I'll stick it out. I enjoy shopping the store myself.
3. Mary Kay - some silly nut decided he wanted to get into Mary Kay's email list of mine. He's not a good sort. But, it's not something I worry about. I've updated the contact list so some people are now going to either get a US mailer or an email. I'm hoping that the posts on social media will get more receptive looks.
4. ThirtOne Gifts is no more. I think they'll mail a check on my commission.
5. I've spoken to that therapist of mine on the phone. Due to the covid thing the doctor's talks and visits with therapy are now via phone. The therapist and I discussed the seeming sad treatment of people like me on medicaid by the staff. They all look somehow frowny at the sound of medicaid. They have a thought that I'm nobody and that I'm a burden on society just because I don't earn good money. What do these people expect? I've served enough years to earn a real honest retirement. I have told the therapist and she expressed sadness about this sort of treatment saying this shouldn't happen. Then I had this idea that I ought to send the pharmacy a newsy update of my work so that they at least get this idea that I do have stuff to do at home, I work from home to do writing, Mary Kay and all that. So this is what the therapist said. She said that's NOT a good idea. She seemed not to favor doing this. I just stopped listening to her as she went on the reasons why not to send them any flyers or newsletters. I don't know what she is thinking. I think it's a reasonable idea to do that. I've done it in the past, sent newsletters of my writing stuff to people, even heads of state and senators and foreign persons. Oh well.
6. So I am hoping to find some sort of release from the bad thoughts today but I don't know for sure. I might have to do the usual lollygagging browse of the social media. I might write a blog post. Or, I'll post a new LLR dress, or go on some MK thing and then maybe it'll be time to make a meal for me and the pets.
meals are ok. Have discovered a recipe or two. So we're somehow getting through the day.
7. Dad and his bank are divorcing, haha. Huntington Bank. They can't wait to get rid of him, I think. The thoughts there accuse him of being into scams and also being some remake of Pontius pilate. Sick thoughts. They tried that on me and that made me so fucking sad. I hate these bastards.
8. My new used car is on its way to the dealership. I received word that they are getting ready to receive it.
9. I've to wait to get the used car. I don't know how soon it will be that I'll get it. I have to wait for the funds to arrive. I've asked God for $1600.
10. I'm starting a new full time job at state farm insurance here in town. I'll be doing office work, no contact with people. It will last three months, according to the hiring person I had a talk with.
11. Colin says he is on his way to take me out of here.
1. writing is as usual. Sometimes it is all I can do to blog or email someone. A few tries to do some work have been made to fail. I feel blocked. I will do some more tries this weekend. I'm told that my father will be made to suffer if I wrote another thing on any book I'm working on. This from the ghost of my stepmother the evil sally faderan who is also Queen Elizabeth II. How's that English Treasury doing under that burden of trying to off me, Queenie?
2. LLR as usual. Some people look but don't buy. It's no biggie. I'll stick it out. I enjoy shopping the store myself.
3. Mary Kay - some silly nut decided he wanted to get into Mary Kay's email list of mine. He's not a good sort. But, it's not something I worry about. I've updated the contact list so some people are now going to either get a US mailer or an email. I'm hoping that the posts on social media will get more receptive looks.
4. ThirtOne Gifts is no more. I think they'll mail a check on my commission.
5. I've spoken to that therapist of mine on the phone. Due to the covid thing the doctor's talks and visits with therapy are now via phone. The therapist and I discussed the seeming sad treatment of people like me on medicaid by the staff. They all look somehow frowny at the sound of medicaid. They have a thought that I'm nobody and that I'm a burden on society just because I don't earn good money. What do these people expect? I've served enough years to earn a real honest retirement. I have told the therapist and she expressed sadness about this sort of treatment saying this shouldn't happen. Then I had this idea that I ought to send the pharmacy a newsy update of my work so that they at least get this idea that I do have stuff to do at home, I work from home to do writing, Mary Kay and all that. So this is what the therapist said. She said that's NOT a good idea. She seemed not to favor doing this. I just stopped listening to her as she went on the reasons why not to send them any flyers or newsletters. I don't know what she is thinking. I think it's a reasonable idea to do that. I've done it in the past, sent newsletters of my writing stuff to people, even heads of state and senators and foreign persons. Oh well.
6. So I am hoping to find some sort of release from the bad thoughts today but I don't know for sure. I might have to do the usual lollygagging browse of the social media. I might write a blog post. Or, I'll post a new LLR dress, or go on some MK thing and then maybe it'll be time to make a meal for me and the pets.
meals are ok. Have discovered a recipe or two. So we're somehow getting through the day.
7. Dad and his bank are divorcing, haha. Huntington Bank. They can't wait to get rid of him, I think. The thoughts there accuse him of being into scams and also being some remake of Pontius pilate. Sick thoughts. They tried that on me and that made me so fucking sad. I hate these bastards.
8. My new used car is on its way to the dealership. I received word that they are getting ready to receive it.
9. I've to wait to get the used car. I don't know how soon it will be that I'll get it. I have to wait for the funds to arrive. I've asked God for $1600.
10. I'm starting a new full time job at state farm insurance here in town. I'll be doing office work, no contact with people. It will last three months, according to the hiring person I had a talk with.
11. Colin says he is on his way to take me out of here.
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