22 May 2020
update
1. Writing - some writing has been done but I can't say that I've done too many things with writing.
2. Tax bill - I need to fill out forms to send the State soon.
Taxes owed are $4,049.change. The people in the State IRS are asking me if I can possibly pay $104 or so a month for 36 months. I said I don't think I can. So they said I needed to fill out a form to send them.
3. Yarnwork- still going on with the yarnwork. Trying to finish something but it's not going to fast.
4. Therapy is working out ok. Call with therapist was good.
5. School starts June 10th. The course is about Health and Wellness. This was something the call with my therapist centered on. SHe asked me what I intend to do with this degree. I replied I might be able to help in a hospital setting, or clinic, or even a fitness place to help the people with their health concerns in a way that helps with the nursing or medical staff.
6. Mental ability is ok. I just seem a bit scatterbrained lately. I think sometimes the brain cells are getting fleeced. I don't like what it feels like, I feel like my brain is being vacuumed. I don't like the Daniela thought who's following me especially now that I'm going back to school, so is Edith doing the same thing. I find them boring and they are always trying to eat with me. I might have to bring along a little pad of paper to write what I need to work on next or when I'm finished with something else.
7. The city has been active when we went out to pick something up from the Pharmacy yesterday. I wonder whether these people realize that there is still the chance to get the COVID virus. I know a few people in the pharmacy had masks on. My debit cards did not work there either. Both cards had money in them sufficient to pay for the purchases. So I asked if they took checks and the woman at the counter said Yes. I wrote a check and it has cleared today. I feel as though the place has been unhappy that I am still alive, and wanting to improve my appearance and to improve my health (I bought something for my hair and some vitamins and a shake powder) and the bastard at the pharmacy hates that I am doing this and that I have some money to buy these things with. I am sure that other places in town are now aware or have been given the signal to thwart me and they've memorized my debit card that I am using so that they too can stop me from buying something. it's really gotten that bad here and yet they give me a feeling of 'being out of jail' but I think that is another illusion.
8. The good thing that I'm thinking is that there will be a good time to find more good things to be happy about someday soon. I am not too unhappy even when I realize that this is happening still. I am still getting ghosted and made to feel spiritually abused. Yesterday I remember that I had gotten 'kicked' in the head or shot (either one made me feel pain) by C_____ and his wife.
9. I've received some funds from an anonymojus donor so I'm feeling better about spending for the LLC. I will put this on my taxes for this year of course.
1. Writing - some writing has been done but I can't say that I've done too many things with writing.
2. Tax bill - I need to fill out forms to send the State soon.
Taxes owed are $4,049.change. The people in the State IRS are asking me if I can possibly pay $104 or so a month for 36 months. I said I don't think I can. So they said I needed to fill out a form to send them.
3. Yarnwork- still going on with the yarnwork. Trying to finish something but it's not going to fast.
4. Therapy is working out ok. Call with therapist was good.
5. School starts June 10th. The course is about Health and Wellness. This was something the call with my therapist centered on. SHe asked me what I intend to do with this degree. I replied I might be able to help in a hospital setting, or clinic, or even a fitness place to help the people with their health concerns in a way that helps with the nursing or medical staff.
6. Mental ability is ok. I just seem a bit scatterbrained lately. I think sometimes the brain cells are getting fleeced. I don't like what it feels like, I feel like my brain is being vacuumed. I don't like the Daniela thought who's following me especially now that I'm going back to school, so is Edith doing the same thing. I find them boring and they are always trying to eat with me. I might have to bring along a little pad of paper to write what I need to work on next or when I'm finished with something else.
7. The city has been active when we went out to pick something up from the Pharmacy yesterday. I wonder whether these people realize that there is still the chance to get the COVID virus. I know a few people in the pharmacy had masks on. My debit cards did not work there either. Both cards had money in them sufficient to pay for the purchases. So I asked if they took checks and the woman at the counter said Yes. I wrote a check and it has cleared today. I feel as though the place has been unhappy that I am still alive, and wanting to improve my appearance and to improve my health (I bought something for my hair and some vitamins and a shake powder) and the bastard at the pharmacy hates that I am doing this and that I have some money to buy these things with. I am sure that other places in town are now aware or have been given the signal to thwart me and they've memorized my debit card that I am using so that they too can stop me from buying something. it's really gotten that bad here and yet they give me a feeling of 'being out of jail' but I think that is another illusion.
8. The good thing that I'm thinking is that there will be a good time to find more good things to be happy about someday soon. I am not too unhappy even when I realize that this is happening still. I am still getting ghosted and made to feel spiritually abused. Yesterday I remember that I had gotten 'kicked' in the head or shot (either one made me feel pain) by C_____ and his wife.
9. I've received some funds from an anonymojus donor so I'm feeling better about spending for the LLC. I will put this on my taxes for this year of course.
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